Giving up Something Good for Something Better.

Saturday, January 29, 2011

A New Day

I can't help myself, I'm addicted to a life of material.
It's some kind of joke, I'm obsessively opposed to the typical.
All we care about is runway models, cadillacs and liquor bottles.
- GaGa

Just had a quick morning workout before I have to go out for the day. There's a good chance I'm going to have to eat at a restaurant with my family for lunch or dinner. And there's nothing in this world that scares me more. =/ So this morning I had a bowl of cheerios with milk. It was pretty much the serving size, but I'll round it up to 200 calories. I just don't want to go out on an empty or even mostly empty stomach - I'm going to need some strength if I get confronted with gross, fatty, over-salted, giant proportion restaurant food. Ugh. Wish me luck.

Also, I'm sorry for posting so often lately. It just seems to be giving me a lot of strength, and so are your comments, but I don't blame you at all if you're sick of reading lol. I just really need this right now. If you don't wish to follow me anymore I understand too.

Anyway, here's a list of my body priorities:
1] Skinny legs (thighs mostly)
2] Skinny arms (upper arms, including shoulders)
3] Cheekbones - Hate my chubby cheeks!
4] Small, toned bum (I don't mind having a bit of a butt, as long as it's in good shape)
5] Flat stomach
6] I'd like to see my spine a bit more
7] Over-all weight loss, obviously.

My stomach is the most toned area of my body because I work at it the most. But now the rest of my body needs to catch up before I go much further with that, lol! But yeah, basically my legs need the most work.

So some of that is strictly weight loss (cheekbones, spine, ribs, etc.) and some of it is going to take more working out. I mean, I guess I could not work out and just eat nothing, but I'd rather be able to eat a little. If I can't eat at all, I'm going to get caught. Oh and I'm going to die. Not sure which would be worse yet. =P Just kidding.. I guess. Not to mention, my boyfriend is an excellent cook and takes food rather seriously. I can't be completely miserable about food when I'm around him. I'm going to have to bite the bullet occasionally. So working out is always going to be on my agenda.

Anyway. I'm going to try really, really hard not to eat much today. Already had 200 out of my 500 calories, so I've got to stay super focused. I think I'm going to put a bit of thinspo on my phone so I can take a peek before we go eat.

Oh yeah, and I did follow through last night and worked out a bunch! In fact, everything feels slightly tighter this morning, woo-hoo! My exercise binge is starting to pay off already, yay! <3

Wish me luck ladies! Have a beautiful day!

& Don't hate me if I post again later! :D lol


  1. Rowan, I love your posts! Keep posting, s'il vous plaît. :)

    List of body priorities... nice. I might make one too, if that's okay with you. Skinny legs are my first priority as well.

    Great job on the exercise, and good luck today!

  2. Same, I love love your posts. Also, omg I want to see my spine so badly. That and my thighs nto touching are the main priorities right now. Stay strong! XX




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