In all aspects of my life I seem to be settling and not really striving. Not just with weight loss, but with everything. I know it's some mild depression that makes me apathetic like this... But I hate it. I don't want to fix it with medication. I want to be strong enough to make this happen on my own. I need to prove it to myself that I can get what I want.
I don't have much to say today, other than -
1) I think I want a good amount of muscle definition in my stomach, but not really a 'six pack'.
2) I ate too much today. Chineese food blows.
3) I need to get my life together. I need to stop making excuses, I need to focus.
4) I'm going to buy lots of beautiful lingerie someday...
5) That girl is lovely. Too bad the image is poor quality...
You push harder than anyone I know. <3
ReplyDeleteBe okay :) I believe, in you.
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The MSG in chinese food is a biiiiitch. It should be outlawed. Things that make you just want MORE are an awful awful thing.
ReplyDeleteBut you can push past this, I know you can. Good luck!