“To accomplish great things, we must not only act, but also dream; not only plan, but also believe.”
Oh, Thinspo! How I love you. Years ago when I discovered the concept I thought it was just the best thing in the whole world. There's so much out there, so many blogs and girls willing to post blurred-face pictures of their skinny friends, it's absolutely wonderful! And I sometimes forget how effective it is!
I was very close to eating a few hours ago after a successful day of fasting. So I hopped on Blogger and started reading everyone's recent posts, and when that wasn't enough I decided to go through my own thinspo saved on my computer. I also plastered it all over this blog which has really made a huge difference! I love the effect! It's a huge boost of inspiration and strength just by loading the page now! Hope you guys enjoy the images too!
If you right click on a picture and say "view image" you can see it full size!
Of course, I can only fast all day. When evening comes I'm forced to eat dinner, I have no choice. I hope you ladies don't look down on me for it, I know I do, but I have to be reasonable right now. My family would freak out. So, I ate some steak and veggies and rice. Just a bit. And I continue to use those eating tips!
This is the video Azzie linked me to: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GWaUaMam9AQ
It didn't seem like something I could pull off, since I'm not that bubbly/talkative most of the time, but I did! Piling my plate up, talking about how good everything tastes.. I forgot how well I can pull off the fat-ass attitude, lol! And the comments about me "not eating much tonight" didn't come up even once in the past few days, I love it. =)
After that crappy week I had and putting on those three pounds I was just feeling so miserable. I forget so quickly how good it feels to be hungry! I have to wait until everyone else goes to bed before I can weigh myself, so here's hoping it will be good tonight. If I can, I will update this blog again.
I wish I had an ana buddy, btw. If anyone wants to chat or anything, please message me. =) Tell me anything that comes to mind about being thin. Or leave a comment! I would love it so much!