Giving up Something Good for Something Better.

Monday, October 25, 2010

Remembering What I Want

"Discipline is remembering what you want."

Sorry for not commenting or replying to anyone for about a week, I was away, spending time with the love of my life. :) We had a wonderful time but I felt like I was eating way more than I normally do. I felt bloated a few times and just kept thinking about how much I'd have to work when I got home.

So this morning I stepped on the scale, hiding my eyes under my shirt for a moment, anxiously awaiting judgment... And finally that ancient little scale spoke to me these words: 114.5 lbs.
Uhmm.... Excuse me? I lost 3 pounds by being a pig? Am I going crazy? Was I not eating as much as I thought? I weighed myself three more times - 114... 114.5... 114.5! I even moved the scale to different spots in the house. You know, just in case there's some square foot in my house that's at a lower gravity than the rest. Because that is totally logical.

So I guess I weigh 114 lbs. Four pounds to go until my next goal! Please, sweet Satan, let me stay focused and determined. So I'm getting back on track, and god it feels good not to have any new weight hanging over my head. It's easier to be motivated when I don't feel like a lost cause lol.

I plan to get my septum pierced and dye my hair. I think I'll do it as a reward for my next goal weight. =) Of course the piercing may have to wait, depening on where I'm working.

Trying to decide what to do for my text tattoo. I already have a few.
I'm becoming rather addicted lol.

I'll try to respond to comments and blogs ASAP, but I can't be on Blogger for very long periods of time. I'm too paranoid! I'll do my best though. 

<3 Love you guys!
Thank you for all the support, you guys really made me feel so much better about being selfish and whatnot. You're absolutely right, it's my body! <3


  1. Glad you had a fun week!
    Metabolisms are crazy things; food tends to shock them into working better.

    I've always wished I could pull off a facial piercing, I don't think any would suit me, though. I love the idea of rewards for loosing weight; whenever I hear about people setting them, I wish I set goals for myself.

    Good luck, lovely!

  2. Congrats n the rather unlikely loss :)
    srsly, that would NEVER happen to me.

    oh septum piercing are epic. just try not to get paralysed. really, it happens..




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